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burnt butterfly
fire
burning away
at the page
in every wicked place
in the story of a fallen ray
pacing through the trees
burning the birds and bees
let starlight wash over
everything is ash
small fleeting
fickle pleasure
arent enough to hold these flies
for my troubled eyes
Demon
fuck all you martyrs and dogs
weeping pretending to throb
lost all my brains
right down the drain
watch them spin round
and round and down
watch them drown
in the pains of death
and life and love can bring them back
just screaming at the masses in frustration
over what you think and feel and do
what someone tells you to
fuck all your angles
and order
revel in chaotic
ecstasy
feel the fuel
forget to breath
i wish you all would just go to hell
find a demon with a story to tell
forget everything you ever knew
to tread the right path
jump into lavaflows
pain opifany firebath
see how i see
bathed in misery
youre all enemies
always feeling me
burning alive from the outside in
burning urge to claw away this skin
fuck you all
this is my plain
bathed in all
the fucking pain
fuck it
let it drain
all my
fucking brains
if i can't die
i want to be insane
Insignifigant
twirling away on the cloud that i call home
the twisting winds that lead me to the throne
Curl up in the cold,hard,stone chair
i can see happy things over there
it gets quite cold up here
i dont mind
the blackened mist chokes the air
black chaos to cause a scare
burning wings feeding off the fear
a crown of flames to hold me here
shadows dancing everywhere
What do i see past the way?
Sitting on this nothing chair
i feel nothing everywhere
belly hurts and i dont care
little fuck made a mistake
i dont mind the air
i dont mind
lost my mind up there
i dont mind
Fading away on the smoke that i call home
the tearing winds that ache me to the bone
Nailed down to the cold,hard thorn chair
But i think i see the sad ones down there
It gets hard to breath up here
isolating fog smoke drowns the air
fill my lungs with the stench of burnt flesh and hair
but i left my corpse down there
Thats what i see past the way
saw myself molted and grey
cover me here,im afraid
now im here molded in clay
theres no air in here
i dont mind
i cant feel in here
i dont mind
Instinct
First conscious thought
wrapped in a blanket of unawares
looking up at one i look down on
everything else is a blur
focus
change
dirty picture in a cardboard jail
forget to fight tooth and nail
stuck in a crude prison
with nothing but a twisted image
burning into my skull
slicing through my thoughts
severing the light
stirring electricity
ignite cold fire
a tiny ember
slowly growing
darker
spreading
the black flame through me
devouring my heart
who cares?
drowning in the urges
over the years and through the woods
running from my darkest moments
who cares?
stop running
just fight it it
feed like an animal
take control of this tooth and nail
one step from the edge
glistening back at me
a tingling fire
shrouding me
bringing me
hard to hold back
a fire reeking of love and death
anger and discontent
cold blackness
ive heard tales no one bothers to
hear
who cares?
creeping under night so black
give into the urgency of the flame
the silver shines across his throat and then
the juice runs down
cut off their heads
struggle in vain
they all fade away
who cares?
Black Circle
The world is a hurricane child
fall and cut your knees on the grass
the blood and tears have gone wild
stepping on my wings of glass
Its in your head
tell me who you are
tell me what you needed
dreams just go to far
He's the one to gleam
Its all i really need for myself
Reaching for the leaflet
all for one more show
and what do i get?
with my face in the snow
im the one to scream
feel it inside me scream for help
i suppose youll say
that this is just today
everybody does this
demented bliss
your out of your head
show me who you are
taking what you wanted
push it in way too far
cover me in dreams
its all you really need to take from me
loneliness is cleanliness
and cleanliness is godliness
and god is empty just like me
dont want to think
what he did to me
dont wanna live dont wanna breath
push myself into the center
right between the lines
that little black circle in my eye
Betrayed Eons
In the memory that made me
im running wild
and theyre squeezing me gently
smother the child
i am nothing
so how can you feel me?
i am everything
so how can you catch me?
burn the unwed womb
shatter the inbred tomb
tear at the face of the thing she creates
fear all the days of the rings he cremates
i fell down inside me
i smell ground,i hide thee
in the memory that killed me
daggers in smiles
and theyre killing me softly
water defiles
Toss away the spider on your tongue
Walk away,the rider,now he comes
sit in the chair at the threshold we call home
snipping the hair that the tale told was the bone
glaring across the unknown abyss,tip toe
faring the moss,the wind blown black kiss,day glow
i am not here
so how can you see me?
i am not anywhere
so how can you taste me?
Brainwashed with the water of the rainbow
Stained?Lost?when the father of the grain goes?
Believe none you heard,and half you see
relieved sun,you bird,and laugh to be
pornographic photographic
if i opened the book
read you one line of reality
you would ask me to stop
scream at my insanity
the rats swarm through the water
drown towards me
I'm running low on fire and sea
The dead flesh surrounds me
Suffocate
We all dance in the radio
even though we cant be seen
we all smile for the camera
even though were not happy
If i turned on the radio
filling you with dead sound
you would become a void
i doubt you will ever come around
If i parted your lips
gave you a taste of truth
you would hate me
look for ways to save your youth
the flies swarm through the air
down towards me
I'm running low on ice walls
the dead flesh will drown me
drown me
drown me
sinking deeper
what used to be an animal
(said backwards)pardon me while i explode
you sit at this gathering
with a couple of strangers
they say they know you
they dont even know what true
you dont really give a damn
youre just bored with everything
moving your body and thoughts to the flow of the voice in your head
tired of waiting for something to happen
moving to move to shift to change everything
back into dissarray
you whisper to yourself
"watch me explode"
"where are you going?"she asks
"you'll see"
step through the door
that opens down
decend
"at least turn a light on or you'll break your neck"she says
"then ill break my neck"as you continue into the darkness
down into the darkness
down to the bottom
make your way across the cold walkway
struck by the darkness reaching out blinding
following your trust and your will
that little box of fire
"what on earth are you doing?" she asks
"watch me explode"you whisper.then out loud"come see"
as you draw out that wand of flames ready to ignite
the light turns on
its blindng flash
for a second
she stands on the top
she stares at the fire in your hand
"watch me explode"
a spark
a flame
rope burns
swallow the flames
one last smile
explosion of energy
bring me back to this
blood everywhere
cant hear over her screams
but if a could a gentle voice
is gently telling me to die
Cold and black
Raven towers gazing down
on Amethyst fields
strike them down
behead the beautiful blossoms
a crude mockery of innocense
the cup is half full
Cup your hands
black waterfalll
taste it
use it
change it
Raven towers glaring down
on crimson fields
acres of opium
taste it
burns the throat
breathing eachothers lies
we fall alone
Field of blood
fire and smoke
i feed off your weaknesses
stand on the threshold
shall we allow you
to
take it in the mouth
suck it dry
chew through flesh and blood
feel it die
feed, and live and breath
like animals
we live to die to kill to eat to fuck to live
fuck reason
black sky's, watching it all
burning
gently
and the end is at an end...
sadnesss cuts like a hail of needls
on it's way to fucking heaven
the black and white falls a little
caught on fire by malevolent desire
you seem to be
nothing more
than another pessemist
bleeding out grey
smothered in pestilence
cutting up a rotting body
lying on a metal slab
waiting to be defiled
you serve no purpose
other than my sick amusement
you seem to be
just an optimist
with the worst
kind of karma
speaking in black and white
and slicing open your eyes
death bring me to wicked things
eyes opening to a burning king
breathing out flames and suffering
watch everything turn into nothing
i'm still here, to burn a way
kneel at the throne
while your blood
trickles down the stone
feeding the malcontent
ashing excess sins
broken down through levels of torment
built back up by vengeful spirits
redemption is few and far between
fever pitch feeling as hope dies
in the end
you will all reassemble
kneeling before a black form
something shady engulfing
tear out a heart
hold it before its eyes
as i watch it die
writhing in misery
i can taste your pain
you will all suffer for your sins
the sin of living
breathing
loving
breeding
you are not angels
you must suffer in your skin
all animals
must burn
die screaming
every spark of life
devoured
waste sleep
wish i could dream forever
how i'd love to sleep until never
washes over
x's across my tired eyes
watch me die
until i
scrape the skys
with my wicked lies
just end this pointless
waste of breath
worthless waste
seeping into my lungs
drown me in my own disgust
drain my heart full of lust
how could you ever
think this as no other way
black endevour
crimson rivers won't stay
put on the surface
just to resurface
gushing like a waterfall
why don't we just end it all?
i was once like you
a pitiful fool
blindly receiving the curse of life
ignorant of the waste of birth
open my eyes to my real worth
there is way i can fight through
jump the gun to blade of knife
pain of living
forever giving
an excuse to carry on
warping minds
teeth will grind
as i make myself gone
everyone
let your weathered eyes
dim to the lights
darken to the sun
life is done
hellhaven(ravenhome)
raven to haven
new haven
where the sun doesn't shine
only the moon
in and on
erupt
to dawn
seasons in the abyss
seems like bliss
if i left i would miss
this hellhavens dark kiss
frozen sharp raindrops
become my rooftops
dark jagged rock terrain
becomes the place i lay
years in the hole
will suck out your soul
i hear thunder roll
i don't feel whole
bird in the dark
blackbird
come to me
raven spirit
set me free
slip into the black
water undertow
take us all back
to Ravenhome
you haven't seen anything
until you hear your own bell ring
to see your own doom
thousands of lies in the blink of an eye
then you'll be soon
under my wing where blackbirds sing
toll the bell
forevermore
for every whore
death sore
soul to sell
the devil needs playthings
as well
so i have these spirit things
to sell
for abominations
of dark creation
foolish raven
coming to hellhaven
you should have stayed
in ravenhome
this place is a nightmare
alive and breathing
you're dabbling now here
in a black art thing
even i have a god
black crawling chaos
the source of this mess
give us a nod
it set's everything alive
devouring to survive
death is forever
life is almost never
that's the way it all should be
people being clever
want to live forever
but death is really harmony
so the birds and the beasts
and the man-eating whores
get that life is a joke
nothing matters in life
thats why we all choke
because we all die
were all just masocists
sick and twisted into
all of my brains
i am just a tool
think i'm insane?....
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