I woke up from the strangest dream (that i was a monster) this morning in a cold sweat and felt very faint and nauseous.
Tossing off the covers i bolted to the bathroom of my quiet little 2 story condo almost falling down
the stairs. Shoving my face to the porcelain i started vomiting more thick red fluid, until the toilet was filled
up about halfway. Flushing slowly and wiping the red stuff off my lips i realized i should really see a doctor...
Getting cleaned up at the sink i notice something strange about my reflection in the mirror, my skin, pail
as usual has become almost translucent, showing the veins and bones in my arms and my face white as a ghost. The
most color i could see was the thick red and blue veins in my eyes bloodshot as hell.
My iris was a soft silver flecked with gold lined with black this morning which suprised me being that my
eyes are usually a dark grey or black in the mornings
My short messy spikes of raven hair was the only thing unchanged about me this morning, even all my
muscles,cords and tendons were all tense like steel wire and sore.
Last nights dreamlife had pushed me to my limits and i felt like just going and crashing again but that
would judt lead to me dreaming again and i really did not feel like dealing with Pandora or Diabolo who were the main cause
of my current physical ailment and otherwise their only influence for now is in my dreams and my body
Thankfully Wolfe is ever vigilante to keep the wormhole through my heart shut tight against their passage.
Both Wolfe and I worship and adore these two gods of the nether, but to have them step through and become
physical in this relam of existence would lead to its destruction.There will be time for that later.For now Wolfe and i need
to plan.
