welcome in

this weary soul

full of sin

still a gaping hole

constantly hungered

for flesh

thirsting for blood

aching to swallow the universe

in

the blink of an eye

pardon me

while i split the sky

 

letting through

wicked things

vast leviathans

eager to join the feast

of the universe

imploding

in

on

itself

for its own

damn

good

 

don't fear the end

its just another friend

just in disguise

close your eyes

trust me

this will

help

ease the pain

a neverending darkness

a hole in the brain

embrace the grim kiss

 

 

 

 

seldom do we see

anyone who can be

boredom is a deathless tree

bearing fruits of misery

 

hardoned roots dig in

curious where to begin

 

you have to start somewhere

and end up nowhere

what's the scare?

 

nevertheless

we always need more

don't second guess

you know you're a whore

you know were a mess

 

nothing more from nothing less

it's all a mother fucking mess

some of them want to hurt you

some of us want to hurt them

and everybodies just losing their mind

all over the floor

naked and speechless

trying another reach around

 

i want to fuck my way out of life

can i see a way to rape a knife

all of them are never true

all of us can only change hue

and everyone has lost link with their kind

no fucking more

no more regrets

no finding what can't be found

 

maybe life is better in death

it's not like i want to be the best

just give it all a fucking rest

and climb into your cozy nest

we all know underneath

any safety is temporary

and not really yours

only lent out

and eveyone needs

their

alone time

 

 

cancel your dreams

and any dumb schemes

you may have

its half half-assed

 

we don't live long enough

to really learn anything

like a wasp thats snuffed

it has no sting

 

 

 

 

 

believe me when i say i want to die

 all the time

or just get high

to clean my

thoughts inside

all the grime

 

damage me beyond repair

leave me naked broken here

so everyone can finally

 see what i have always seen

life is sad and never free

death is calming like a dream

 

 

i think we all wish

we had a real way to vent

instead of eating the dish

they give us and it all winds up spent

 

you should have lived

like you would die

lifes not a gift

its just another goodbye

 

look at eachother

don't hold hands

stanger in a brother

lonely demands

 

i'd rather crawl

dig my nails in

hang down off

the edge of

deaths abyss just to know

what it feels like

strain,past what you think

don't think infinites

impossible

bend it over

cornhole

 

can i please just die now?

my shit stinks like hell

a place that sounds swell

right about now

i'd really like to know

how

do i

get

there

when

it

feels

like

i'm

here

 

how?

 

 

 

spirals into the abyss

so hope for not

take all of nothingness

a fetus of rot

 

save your sympathy

it all gets the best of me

i try to fight what i can see

it's like trying not to breath

 

drink sparingly the waters of desire

speak softly and carry a big head

law and order keep you under fire

fuck with life,make love to the dead

 

a rise and fall to tear you all asunder

synthesizing everything real into everything changed

voices and faces reach up from deep under

pull us back under into the pool of the deranged

 

you just can't stand to see someone get the best of you

you bottle your lies and cast out what you see as true

i just can't seem to be ever happy with life

it's never enough to just bleed from a knife

 

to live is evil

evil is to live

forever

on and on

we live to

die for

eachother

when it's really

just for each

one of us

 

phenominal archives locked deep within the bowls of the earth

an infinite passaway of ages transpire through love and merth

serpents wise crawl black things burrowing into the heart of all

systems fail things die are born from death to see existence fall

anarchy is the only religion in a plain too chaotic to conquer

when all your lives seem so long to you to us is a blur

a blink of an eye that would crack the sky apart into peices

watch as we step through with contorting spined beasties

all you think you know is deadlost forever in the abyss

yet all things that passaway through time will not be amiss

 

love is only the half of it

inside needs outside

fuck hardcore to the grit

fuck instinct to hide

 

dread leads all to feel weak and worn

eagerness to die is tender and cold

anger in love births black things born

trivial nonsense leads us to be bold

hell hath no fury like a demon's scorn

 

earn what you reap

vile things to keep

eager for the kill

revel in the fill

yearn to feast on flesh and blood

to the end of time back to mud

harmful ways on and on

in guise of hellspawn

now see that your lives are hopless

good things must die all in the mess

 

murder your loves to free us all from endless torment

under such a bright sun like a pain without end

stil time moves on lives forgotten theres no godsent

truth is just a lie like all our lives and closest friend

 

putrefying flesh is the reality of being

abominations that can see without seeing

sepulturous nefarious death feeders

sick masocistic sadistic bleeders

annihilate the life you thought was a gift

when you watch rip open a dimentional rift

apocalypse come bittersweet dream

yearn to end the pointless scheme

 

 

when all you need is pain

people don't seem the same

there's some kind of change

in the pit of your heart

and the back of your brain

when all you have is a start

you feel like you're insane

 

i try to sing a song

for who am i?

but a gentle wrong

for land and sky

all things must die

 

why

is all that i

can ask

and how

can we live like this

slow tick

talk of the abyss

 

people tell me things will be well

i don't really want them to

i've come to covet black hell

why do you think i'm never true

 

speak up if you will

of my bad

i'm proud of my indecretions

i never saw the point

of the "good times i had"

i need some new selections

 

can't you see it?

i can't stand life

i don't want to give a shit

i'll prove it with this knife

 

if you were me

you'd want to die

stuck like a tree

down and high

 

i know they said something of the sort

to give you hope through the tears

but let me give it to you in short

there is no point to your fears

 

you know when the black gates open for you

and death rears its ugly head in your direction

witness all your nightmares and dreams come true

for life is nothing but a miserable infection

 

have mercy and spare me the details

this existence is a pretense

for leaving a trail of bloody entrails

life escape us hence

 

your bedtimes story is a lie to keep them warm

you all fight to weather the chaos

yet everyday you run and hide from the storm

you clones never see gain from loss

 

well fine-tune

play with innocense

paint the skys red

mark the rune

a hightened sense

joyously dead

 

we'll deliver misery

just like you should

bring the tragedy

for the bad and good

 

 

cosmic forces can open up your mind

to new worlds created by desires

learn to kill & feed off your own kind

burn with the might of black fires

 

lucifer won't save you

your gods are not true

your will or luck is lost

you will die in the frost

 

shame or pride mean nothing to us

no matter how you scream and cuss

your blood will spill at our throne of dead

all the secrets will spill from your head

 

life is fickle and more worthless than a dream

you sad mortals cannot see beyond the scheme

death is life in a darker form of beautiful tragedy

have faith and don't fear when your to be cut free

 

we will be here waiting for you

we will put you to some use

pity yourself if you choose to rue

when we decide to cut you loose

 

that whisper in the back of your head

when no one is around to speak

thats them talking from the side of the dead

you should listen wisely to the meek

 

they hide in plain sight

searching for the right

in a wrong place

the sad huma race

 

one evil soul survives for their personal slave

the smoking-gun black-abyss demon knave

 

 

 

we all require

to be stripped of power

to show us as who we really are

are we worthy?

 

death is a cleansing of the soul

now lay back and fucking accept

this blackfire purfying blackhole

you will realize how you are inept

 

expel the life force

repel the soft

draw course

highest loft

 

 

 

i draw strength from the stars

i gain knowledge from the dead

the earth, my shelter of scars

empty space, home in my head

 

pity to those who fear death or pain

understand that you'll suffer creation

which of course leads to destruction

repetition to keep the combination

of existence

 

revel in persistance

for our individual survival

to test our own relevance

for the soul eaters arrival

 

stand before the most terrifying behemoth in wonder

its very breath shakes planets and stars like thunder

its eye fixed upon your mind,heart and soul

the black pools seem to swallow you whole

 

dare not speak in their presense

or they will be enticed to silence

they need only smell you to know you within

they will not seperate charity fromy our sin

only souls they consider wothy

are entwined with the deathly

Old Ones

 

chain your heart to the other side

black chains that somehow hide

 

can't waste my breath on tears

i have a box of all my fears

i keep it locked inside my shelter

while my path winds helter skelter

 

when karma flows bad,which it will

it's death waiting patient for the kill

don't let the pain and shame

cut down right through your name

 

the emptiness of yourself will eat away at your heart

unless you find something of which to be a part

that resonating tone that wakes you in your dreams

that bass vibration through your personal schemes

don't waste your time on self pity

awake alone in the dark like me

 

that cave is reserved for hiddthis is the bitter truth with which i build my miseryen tombs

rotten minds born straight from the womb

 

this is the hopeless fate i see

for every person,you and me

all good things must come to an end

every love for lovers, family and friends

this is the bitter truth with which i build my  misery

pounding it into my skull with hammer and nail

i'm in a dread realm of which i'll never be free

where life,hope and faith all burn,die and fail

 

these are my blackened blues

my soul is black and blue

from the universal abuse

the dark karma which i use

for the sake of your own soul

don't follow down this hole